Don’t forget the Obey!

Hello blog readers. It’s been more than 2 months since I’ve written, and I’ve spent some time trying to figure out why. I’ve had a lot going on — some amazing things — things that should have inspired me to write. This blog is about my Christian journey, and the things that have happened are surely a part of the journey.

Since I last wrote, I officially joined a local church. I will always love RainFire Church in Georgia, but God led me specifically to a church close to my home (Redemption Church) — and I love it. I joined the church choir, which I super love. My son and I were baptized together this past Mother’s Day. And, After having several heartfelt conversations sharing the gospel, 4 people asked me to lead them in prayer to ask Jesus to be their Savior. All praises to God.  Things have been happening, but I haven’t been writing. It wasn’t until 2 days ago that God helped me realize why I haven’t been able to write.

Disobedience.

Every time I wrote a blog article, I was sure to share it on Facebook. Then, I’d post to Twitter (which I never even log on to), Pinterest (never go there either), Google, Instagram, Christian forums… I hashtagged every word that I thought was fitting (#worship #faith # HolySpirit #Jesus) ….   I inboxed it to a few handfuls of people… Get the point?  And, I constantly checked the blog for page views. I had convinced myself that the more people I share with, the better.

I was laying in bed one night and I very clearly heard God tell me to “stop promoting” the blog. If I’m honest, I have to admit that promoting this blog had become more important than writing it — and it shouldn’t have.

So, I cut back.

I stopped hashtagging so much…. and I stopped going to random forums to post my blogs. From then on, I only *shared*  on Facebook, Twitter, and sometimes Instagram and Pinterest.

I was getting good feedback from people, so I thought I was doing something right. I had people asking, “How do you find time to write so often?” And honestly, inwardly,  I took some of the credit. I guess I thought that I just had a natural ability to write more blogs, more often. Then, I started having longer gaps between postings. It took 2 and a half months of having nothing to say — despite having awesome experiences — that it sank in. I can’t do ANYTHING for Him, without Him.

John 15:5 “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.

God didn’t tell me to cut back. He told me something very specific. “Stop promoting.”

When promoting the blog became more important than what He told me to do (write it) — it was no longer for Him. It was for me.

Here’s the real AHA! moment: How could I expect the Holy Spirit to inspire me with content for this blog (titled PRAY HEAR OBEY) — if I’m disobedient????? I prayed, and I heard! I just forgot the “Obey.”

I tried to make updates. I have blog ‘drafts’ that are incomplete, but I couldn’t come up with anything worth posting to save my life… because there is nothing I could type that could impact anyone’s life. I’m a sinner just like you. The Holy Spirit is the only One that can convict someone’s heart.

Don’t get me wrong, I started with  good intentions: To do a work for the Lord that He could use to bless others — and, to be obedient to what God asked me to do.  In the process, my focus got divided between writing the content (my part), and reaching those who it would help (His part). I kept thinking, “How can the blog ever reach people if I don’t put it in as many places as I can?” I was trying to do His part.

Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.

So, from this point forward I will share, and not promote this blog. I pray that I promote Jesus through my obedience. I pray that I promote Jesus through the way I treat others. I pray to promote Jesus with my life as He transforms my heart.

If you were led here, thank you for reading, and I pray it blesses you.

James 1:22 But don’t just listen to God’s word. You must do what it says. Otherwise, you are only fooling yourselves.

 

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One response to “Don’t forget the Obey!”

  1. williamsologyworkshop says :

    Thank you for sharing your convictuons. I too have found myself disappointed when I didn’t see enough views, yet all it takes is one, the bible says the angels rejoice over just one saved soul. Keep sharing his truths with the world! May God continue to bless you and your family!

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